He told me at first we were past that exciting phase of sex, you know when the spark flares down, because whenever I initiate, he rejects me. Im not fat, or ugly, but this making my self esteem with plummet. Ive expressed my feelings towards him, and he seemds to obviously not know why hes like that. His next answer was that maybe he just has a lower sex drive than I do. What the hell, is he a woman, come on. Then I realized that he drank alcohol again and got honest, which he supposed to stay sober because he is an alcoholic. I also asked him if maybe he was depressed. He said that may be true. Yes in the way beginning, when we started seeing each other, which was last year, we did have more exciting sex. Now I feel like we dont have it all, and no matter how hard I try to turn him on, he just seems not interested. He will stare at the tv and give me an exuse. I dont think hes cheating, he doesnt have a car, and I am practically living with him now. The time I dont see him is at work
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